Centuries pass and still the same
War in our blood, some things never change
Fighting for land and personal gain
better your life, justify our pain
The end is knocking
The end is knocking
We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain’t right
(most of us just ain’t right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride
How many lives will we take
How many hearts destined to break
Nowhere to run, can't escape
Full of ourselves, tied to our fate
The end is knocking
The end is knocking, yeah
We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain’t right
(most of us just ain’t right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride
With peace of mind so hard to find
We're dwelling on the drastic signs
Another way to numb our mind
And as you close your eyes tonight
and pray for a better life
you’ll see it flying helplessly away
We've all been lost for most of this life
(lost for most of this life)
Everywhere we turn more hatred surrounds us
And I know that most of us just ain’t right
(most of us just ain’t right)
Following the wrong steps, being led by pride
Shout-it-Loud!
Malaysian Heroes
I had a weird dream last night. I dreamt of being a father to few kids and of course , a husband to a wife. Never ever cross in my mind that I would be a father one day. Why? Simple , I hate kids. I just can't stand with the annoying-crying sound of a baby , and of course the hyper-playfulness behaviour of a child. Gahh , it is easier to take care hundred of rabbits than taking care of a child !!
But somehow , thinking through that someday I'll become a father to my children and took over the mantle of a family leader from my dad. Okay , since I mentioned about my dad, here's a story of the guy who known to be a strict disciplinarian in our family. Try asking my brothers how many times the rattan cane kissed their ass before this. I remembered back once my brother was forced to sleep outside of the house just because he came back at 8pm (our curfew usually around 7.30 or before maghrib prayers) HAHAHA. And years ago, my sister's boyfriend (which is her husband now) asked permission from my dad first to marry her. Guess what my dad answered?
"Kau betul ke nak kahwin dengan azlia tu? Dah la pemalas , tak reti masak. Kang tetiap hari makan nasi bungkus je kau nanti!"
A strict disciplinarian is the best word to describe him. Somehow , he still love his children as much as how others father did. He didn't show his love verbally. For example , recently during my National Service , I was placed at Kuching,Sarawak. Being away from home for about 2 months , dad would always call me in the weekends. The one who always bank-in money into my account as soon as I informed him that I ran out of pocket money. Mom once told me how much dad missed me when I was away. He even bought flight tickets to Sarawak for the whole family just to visit me at my camp. Back to last year where I undergo a surgery to remove nasal polyps , dad was the one who stayed next to me until I woke up from the anaesthetic effects.
And accompany me through out the night , which he don't need to do so. That's how ayah shows his love towards me. Not saying that I'm the golden egg of the family thou , I did taste the lashing of the cane on my backside before! For one reason that I shouldn't mention here. HAHAH
My father forbid me from doing whatever I like doing such as going out fishing with friends , watching tv all the time and of course sitting infront of the computer the whole day. He once cut my keyboard wire and gave away my precious 21" CRT Monitor (back in 1999 , that was the biggest CRT Monitor you could ever get) to a relative of mine. And if I going out somewhere , I wouldn't dare asking my dad for permission. Because the answer will be a certain "NO".
Instead of asking dad for permission , I asked from my mom. And my mom will redirect it to my father(that time for sure I've already went out of the house. HAHA) and my mom will get free lectures for letting me go out of the house.
"Kenapa you bagi dia keluar?? Kan I dah kata suruh dia duduk rumah , belajar! Dia keluar pergi mana? Dengan siapa dia pergi?"
If there's any award nomination for my dad , I would nominate him for having the biggest balls in the world! For being a strict disciplinarian whom sacrificed hugs and kisses from his children.
Being a strict parents , you might risk losing hugs and kisses from your children as they might get scared of you. Being strict doesn't provide you any guarantee of raising children with outstanding personalities. I wouldn't elaborate more in this , think about it yourself.
How about me being a father? Would I be a strict father or I'll just let loose and be a good and over-loving father which would risk me in raising a spoilt brat? Or be a father like Jack Ritter in "8 Simple Rules" Tv Series? Will I wear the robe of disciplinarian that my father would pass to his children one day? Nobody knows. I would prefer being a strict father and receive all the hatreds from my child and let my wife do the care and loving parts because that's what womens are good at.(read this : a compliment,not sarcasm =P ) And again , I may risk of losing hugs and kisses from my children , but that is a sacrifice a father would ever done in order to raise up a children who one day he would like see to be an outstanding person in life.
P/S : Dear dream fairy , can you let me dream of being a good husband after this? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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Shocking? RM12,000 for a desktop computer? Wow , our parliaments do need an i7 system so that they can kill time by playing Call of Duty:Modern Warfare 2 , or maybe Dragon Age?
Rm320 for a keyboard and mouse. The rakyat should understand , what's gaming are all about without these gaming equipments? RM320 , should be enough for SteelSeries Ikari Optical + Razer Tarantula gaming keyboard. LOLOL
RM12,000 x 222 Computer (for 222 MP's) = LAN Party!
Maybe after this there won't be any more "Anwar Ibrahim and his ignominious Sept 16 power grab, Lim Kit Siang and his massive hyperboles, Karpal Singh and Son and their penchant for squelching into the skin of the martinet-like Speaker, more so Bung Mokhtar Radin and his infamous sleight of hand, and perhaps Ibrahim Ali and his predilection to bang boilerplate issues with the metaphorical jackhammer. " in the parliaments.
But Instead ,
Anwar Ibrahim : Datuk Seri Najib semalam backdooring masa 5v5 dota game! Saya mahukan
penjelasan dari Datuk Seri!
Karpal Singh : Itu Semi Velllllu pakai speedhack semalam , this is against the law!
P/S : credit to NST for the yellow-colored text
Previous post is too emo isn't it? Time to move on , why do I need to care about someone who doesn't cost a single cent to me?
This is who I called a real friend. The one who helped me endure all the pain and assisted me in every single steps that I took. She's been a best friend of mine since I was standard 3. Played football together , catch berudu in the drain and even woo-ing girls (especially those who went for Qur'an class) . Those were the days.
During my National Service trainings in Sarawak , SHE'll be the one whom first to text me or call me every weekends. Now that is what I called a friend. SHE even followed my parents to fetch me at the airport when I finished my trainings.
There's once where my car broke down at subang jaya. She herself drive all the way from klang to subang just to help me fixing it. I told her that the workshop is just a few meter away , she insisted me from going to the workshop as I might get cheated by the mechanics there (since I don't know anything about car)
I hate it when people judge her by saying she's a rempit/kampung type of person. Nah , why should I listen to you when I benefits more by having friends like this. Thousand times better than scums and opportunist like you!
Inspiration , the word that best describe her. Eventhough she look like a party animal / spending bastard. She usually use her salary she received while working at KFC Teluk Pulai wisely. She'll give some amount of money to her parents and treat friends for a meal every month. How many of you would ever spend your salary in that kind of way?
-dedicated to someone whom i called friend , once-
you're not doing anyone any favour by doing so, instead you made me be careful. be careful of the steps that i'm taking and the people around me that i will face. be careful with those who i am going to share my secrets with , the one that i'm going to share my sorrow , joy and even tears with.
i never pretend when i'm with you, i am who i am. but for now , i don't need you. i don't need your friendship. there's no more space for a friend like you in me. don't ever smile to me as you're spitting venomous poison out of your mouth.
you brought me the addiction of friendship and now you've taken it away. i hate the thought that you fooled me to believe that we are friends. you made me have the negative thinking of my other friends and i've assume that my friendship with them would end just like how ours did.
i don't know why you did that and this question keep popping out of my brain. i just can't question myself and thus i seek answers from you. thank you , you've made myself have the attitude of not trusting others.
i don't trust anyone now , only GOD. because He's the only special friend i have in life. thank you again.
*writen at 2a.m on 3rd of november-the death of a friendship*
Recognize this bastard whom once insulted our national anthem and also prophet Muhammad SAW?Yes , he did it again. this time he's bombing our Tenaga Nasional Berhad (TNB) with his so called educated language plus numerous vulgar words. I bet most of you guys already watch his video and enjoy listening to it because you might probably think that what he potray is actually true based on reality today.
I just can't keep this entry as a draft , and I've decided to post this today. I may look racist in the sense this entry but the truth is , I am racist! Yes , I am. I hate this kind of chinese who some malays called them as "Cina Jinjang / Cina Bukit / Cinapek" . Mostly these kind of "species" is chinese educated and they can't even speak fluent Bahasa Kebangsaan or English.
Below here is a reply from TNB Maintainance Manager regarding the dumbfuck video that Namewee made. (source from www.cari.com)
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Dear all friend in Malaysia,
First of all, I would like to introduce myself, I am Maintenance Manager from TNB, I have been serving for TNB for the past 10 years and I am regretful whatever presented in front of you is very untrue.
We have to understand the nature of the electrification supply system, TNB deal with customer in 3 occasions:
First of all, I would like to introduce myself, I am Maintenance Manager from TNB, I have been serving for TNB for the past 10 years and I am regretful whatever presented in front of you is very untrue.
We have to understand the nature of the electrification supply system, TNB deal with customer in 3 occasions:
1. Customer request for supply, when you have to fill up the forms,
2. Customer pay the bill at counter, Q&A etc..
3. Customer experience supply interuption and call help for supply restoration
In this incidence , Namewee experiece the 3rd condition, the supply interuption in this case is breakdown, ie a force outage due to technical reasons such as:
i. Third party excavation, could be due to developer while installing the box culvert, could be due to utilities companies excavated power cables during their cable/pipe installation.
ii. Sabotaj/vandalism by hero who dare to cut live cable sometime at 11,000Volts and tripped the system,
iii. Force majore such as thunder storm, floods that supply has to be cut off in order to secure people life from electrocuted.
What you see in this short movie are:
1. Namewee 'Intentionally'make havoc in TNB Muar, he wanted to scold and teach TNB guys a lesson(before leaving his house),
2. He said after he came back to Malaysia he experiece 3 times outages, BUT when dealing to TNB officer he said "MANY Times", motive is very clear, it's to agitate the people by taking a good shot.
3. Eventhough the officer has explain this is a breakdown, he still insist for the notification letter and insist to see the superior at 10:10pm,
4. and the rest are cursing, vulgar words, and very uncivilised signages.
What you don't see perhaps are:
ii. Sabotaj/vandalism by hero who dare to cut live cable sometime at 11,000Volts and tripped the system,
iii. Force majore such as thunder storm, floods that supply has to be cut off in order to secure people life from electrocuted.
What you see in this short movie are:
1. Namewee 'Intentionally'make havoc in TNB Muar, he wanted to scold and teach TNB guys a lesson(before leaving his house),
2. He said after he came back to Malaysia he experiece 3 times outages, BUT when dealing to TNB officer he said "MANY Times", motive is very clear, it's to agitate the people by taking a good shot.
3. Eventhough the officer has explain this is a breakdown, he still insist for the notification letter and insist to see the superior at 10:10pm,
4. and the rest are cursing, vulgar words, and very uncivilised signages.
What you don't see perhaps are:
1. What are the people doing in the lorry, why are they working at 10:10pm?
Ans= These are people that assist in the restoration of supply during the event of breakdown, Energy Commission standard for restoration time is 4 hours for Medium Voltage Tripping(below 66KV).
2. Why the officer 'Kecil' working 10:10pm in the office & with his colleagues?
Ans: He is not there to eat the banana and minum kopi, he is the technician who monitor the system and get the outage ticket from Call Management Center (CMC) ~15454 and despatch the repair work to the fault finder team. As far as I know, after deliberate of thought, I can't figure out any other companies in Malaysia can provide 24hrs of service. Tenaga people will go to your house at 3am if you call them at 15454 if you experiece of blackout in your house, but not calling at 06-9532951, this is an office no. No point to call 10 times as the message clearly ask you to call 15454 for any complaints. Perhaps Namewee problem is like Ama that they don't understand Bahasa Malaysia language. We can understand Ama problem as they migrate from mainland of China, but not Namewee who was born in Muar.
We, TNB, are dedicated to "Keeps the Light On" in your house.
3. Why TNB office has supply but no Namewee house?
Ans: If Namewee stay behind of TNB Muar, perhaps this video will not appear. In the actual world, all substations are link by each other, and each substation has to supply to the respective housing area, since he is riding a bike, I assume TNB office is KMs away from his house, and hence if there's any technical failure on the underground cable or overhead line, therefore TNB officer has to be mobilized to do the isolation of the circuits and taking measurement(insulation testing) of each section of the cables, and all this takes time.
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In this scene , this arrogant prick is scolding the "Orang Kecil" in chinese. Thank god that malay is civilized or else , this bastard will get one nice punch in his fucktard face.
Do what you do the best , curse in your native language. You have a bright future son , a university graduate student with the desire to be a legend one day. Oh wait , you already a legend. *bow*
Sorry , I have 5 incomplete draft pending for post. But I just don't have the guts to post it because I know someone might hurt when reading it.
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